You don’t reach for a journal like this unless something in you is already shifting.
Maybe you can’t name it.
Maybe you’re scared to say it out loud.
Maybe you’ve tried once before and it hurt.
Maybe you don’t feel “qualified,” but you can’t stop thinking about it anyway.
Unpolished isn’t here to help you look confident or have a perfect plan.
It’s here to help you be honest — with yourself and with God — about what’s really going on beneath the surface.
Through this free resource, you will:
Tell the truth about the parts of your story you usually downplay or avoid.
Pay attention to the places God keeps bringing you back to — even when it feels random.
Name the fears that make you shrink so they stop running the show.
Take small steps toward the calling you’re sensing God is giving you, without pressure to be impressive or “ready.”
Notice His steady presence in all the ways it shows up, not just in the big, dramatic moments.
This journal isn’t about being polished or having a platform.
It’s about slowing down long enough to ask,
God … is this You?
Whether you’re planning to come to She Speaks or you’re navigating life from your kitchen table at 10 p.m., these pages are a safe place to let go of what’s heavy, listen to what’s true, and move at the pace of peace.
You don’t have to be confident.
You just have to be willing.